simple happiness.

:) today is a happy day.
Simple but happy :)

Didn't even realise that it is Chinese Valentine day.
Went JB shop, eat and watch movie :)
Somehow, I just feel contented, blissful and happy :)
不知怎么的，就是很简单地开心，打从心里开心。
整天都有被触电的感觉。
原来开心可以很简单。
:)

滿足。

Yesterday, meet up with some Uni friends.
It's an awesome gathering. With the most awesome company, I must say.
I realised that I've missed them so much.
I realised that I really enjoyed myself ysd.
It was really nice.
So much fun and laughter even though it's just a simple dinner.
Can't wait to complete our 4 impt and ultimately awesome agendas for the Year 2011.
Totally can't wait! :)

 现在的我过得很充实。
 我想我真的过得很开心。
 有着那么多爱我的好朋友，我真的要感谢主。
 这些日子，我的转变都是靠着上帝对我的爱，派这些人来帮助我。
 我并非坚强，我只是学习独立，学习活出我想要的生活。
 今日的我活得开心，也仍相信爱情。:)

:)

It's been soooooo long since I last blogged.
Time to blog about happy things.
I thank God for bringing friends who are always there for me.
I thank God for letting me find a job that I enjoy doing.
I thank God for all the great opportunities that are in my life.
And I truly thank God that I am truly happy now :)

whee~
I can't wait for TML! :)

I am at a loss.
Lord, please tell me what to do.

THANK YOU :)

thank you, girls :)
for your time and effort :)

thank you!!

我的天空今天有点灰。

:)

It's been awhile since I last blogged.
I just want to say THANK YOU to all of you who has been there for me;
Be it physically, spiritually or even simply to talk sense into me.
Thank YOU. (you know who you are :) )

Today was my first paper.
After the exam, my handphone lagged like crazy.
I saw so many messages of concern.
Just that very moment, I felt so well-loved.
Really well-loved.

Lord, I thank You for putting all these awesome people in my life.
Lord, I thank You for loving me.

:)

PRAISE THE LORD :)

I'll praise the Lord always.

Thank You Lord for everything You've and are doing for me.
I'll continue to commit my ways to You and trust also in You and as it is written,
Lord, You shall bring it to pass. Amen.
All Glory be unto my Lord Jesus Christ. Amen.

first day of school :))

yayness! finally school has started again! :)
but wells, felt kind of lost in the school compound today.
The arrangement of the lecture rooms has changed, the food kiosks have been taken over by MEGABITES..
but most importantly, I felt kind of alone today.
I actually miss my going-to-school buddies :/
*sobs*
Guess I just have to adapt to being alone from now onwards :|

Not feeling too well today and so, I'm home early to rest.
*sigh*
it sucks to be both physically and emotionally unwell at the same time.
Trust is not built up overnight.
It requires constant reassurance and appropriate actions to build it up.
I want and need to trust again; but I simply can't do it on my own...

31.12.2010

And so, the year is coming to an end today.
And we'll entering into a whole new year.
It's time for leaving behind the unhappy memories, burdens or whatsoever,
and to start embracing the new year with a brand new attitude :)
And so, here's my Year 2010 in a nutshell:

In Year 2010, I have:

1. survived scary load of projects with horrible deadline schedule.
2. successfully cleared all my modules and THANK GOD, did well in most of them :)
3. gotten my driving licence (LIKE FINALLY!! >.<)
4. gotten my heart broken many times.
5. fallen in love with CRYSTAL JADE XIAO LONG BAO buffet.
6. gone on a short but enjoyable getaway with boyfriend and family ^^
7. attempted my first cake and made a blueberry cheesecake for boyfriend's birthday (THANK GOD i didnt poison anyone :D)
8. found courage to do presentations alone which is something I have always shunned.
9. worked as a one-day receptionist and fallen in love with the company and the job itself :D
10. gained dunno-how-many KG (LOL!)
11. finally did a JB trip with my UNI people :)
12. celebrated my 5th year anniversary with JEREMY LIMCHUANGHAI!! ^^

I thank God for all the great work He has done in my life :)
Praise the Lord :)

:) a post dedicated to my boyfriend

251210 has come and passed :)
happy 5th year anniversary, Jer!
thank you for planning the date :)
thank you for the nice lunch :)
thank you, Jer, for the beautiful bracelet :)
thank you deardear for your effort to surprise me :)
I love you, jeremylimchuanghai :)

TEN MORE DAYS !!! ^^

woohoo!! TEN MORE DAYS !! :)
yay!!
I guess I am quite excited about it :)
it's been a really rough year.. but thank God for helping me through it all..

three things I am thankful for today! :)
1. NICE mee hoon kuey :D
2. bleach-watching and munching on my fav snack with my boyfriend :)
3. spending quality time w my boyfren ^^

EAT and EAT and SHOP and EAT NON-STOP JB TRIP

So tiring. Been so long since I last walked around non-stop for hours.
ATE ALOT!! so sinful -___-
but wells. I had fun! :)
and a BIG THANK YOU to JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI (who had to be my driver, and get bore out by us)
YOU ARE BEST, JERJER! ^^
thank you, really. :)

UPDATES! :D

UPDATES!! :D
It's been really LONG since my last update.
Life has been worse than a roller coaster ride for the past one month.
but thank God that its all over :)

UPDATES:

1. I PASSED MY DRIVING!!
(okay. ON the 5th try. but still YAY! I'm a certified driver now!! woohoo!!)

2. I cleared all my modules for this semester!!
(this, I really have got to thank God for the miracle; what's with the killer papers and killer exam schedule and relationship problems)

3. Relationship just went through a major exfoliation and survived. THANK GOD!
(Thank God for keeping us together :) )

4. Had a fabulous holiday with Boyfriend and his family :)
totally fun and full of love :D

5. Going to work soon again. AWESOME! :) whee

to my boyfriend: the past two months have been an awful nightmare, but thank God for keeping us together. I can't wait for 251210 :D *winks* let's end this year well and with lots of love :)

Some of the biggest challenges in relationships come from the fact that most people enter a relationship in order to get something:
they’re trying to find someone who’s going to make them feel good.
In reality, the only way a relationship will last is
if you see your relationship as a place that you go to give, and not a place that you go to take.

a reminder to self :)

finally! some time to blog...

AHhhhh! finally some time for me to blog again.
but then again, my life is so mundane that I doubt I've anything interesting to blog about..
Let's do a random thoughts update :)

1. I've FINALLY completed my accounts calculations!!
it's an achievement and a BIG relief!!
I must find time to give myself a good treat for finishing it all by myself! :)

2. I've yet to start with my revision.

3. I'm going to start my revision as of tml. CHIONG AH!

4. As of tml, it will be just me and patrick jane and my books *grins*

5. I realised that I ACTUALLY can pray in chinese fluently.

6. I've again witnessed the REAL-ness of spiritual warfare.

7. I recently held the lift door open for a cockroach and waited for it to crawl out.
that's abit insane, I guess.

8. I am hoping for a GREAT holiday getaway!
I'm seriously in need of a holiday BADLY! :(

9. I realised I haven't had a well-deserved holiday for the entire year.
I've been working non-stop!! :(

10. I want to eat COLD ROCK CHOCOLATE CHIP DOUGH ICECREAM!

11. I've been seeing super nice and wonderful wedding videos and wondering when is it MY TURN!
sighhhhhh...

12. I want to do well for my exams!

13. I've learnt that I'll not necessary hire a maid to slave for me;
perhaps help out with my chores if really need to hire.
but I WON'T become a lazy bum and make the maid slave for me.
NEVER (this is just a reminder to myself)

wells. I guess, it's time to go sort out my notes for revision tml. RAWR
jiayou lim jiaxin :)

happy 57th monthsery :)

:) i love you!

不爽！

超级不爽！
就为了那个白痴， 就这样对我！
真的要气炸了！

大便大便大便大便大便！！！

我什么都不管了！

:)

it's been quite a long day.
but I'm glad I've managed to get some of my things done.
so, I'm tired but happy and contented :)

Just now, I was waiting for my bus to get back to Singapore.
However, the bus took forever to arrive (almost forty-five mins; it's not the norm)
I didn't let it affect me much; was just wondering every now and then.
And keeping myself pre-occupied with the games on my BB.
then I got alittle irritated by this man.
(really just a little only; somehow my patience has improved tremendously again! PRAISE THE LORD! :))
He was with his wife. Quite of age ler.
He was grumbling. GRUMBLING AND GRUMBLING non-stop lo.
then, when the bus finally came, he was complaining that there was no bus conductor in sight.
Then he was scolding like NO IDIOT SITTING THERE TO INFORM OR ANYTHING.
then a bus conductor surfaced upon the arrival of the bus.
and he was daringly calling people an idiot.

and as usual, I feel so tempted to SCOLD him.
but was reminded by the Holy Spirit.
Somehow, I managed to recall this particular bible verse (I can't rmb my verses for nuts; when it somehow surfaces, it's always led by the Holy Spirit. THANK YOU, HOLY SPIRIT :))

LUKE 6:42 "How can you say to your brother,'Brother let me take the speck out of your eye,' when you yourself fail to see the plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye."

So why is this a reminder to me?
Often, we are always so eager to judge and criticise others.
That we forget that, by doing so we are actually acting just like them.

When I used to read this verse long time ago, I see it as telling me to first check myself if I have any biasness towards others before pointing fingers at others for acting in an unfair manner.

but today, I saw another meaning to it as to, IF WE DON'T CHECK OURSELVES and just react as our emotions lead us (which we aren't supposed to) and criticise others,
we are no more than hypocrites, because we may be just acting the same way as the person/people we are judging.

and therefore, note to self: DON'T JUDGE, DON'T CRITICISE and DON'T REACT OUT OF EMOTIONS!
this is such a good reminder for me.
THANK YOU LORD! :)

this is very important to remember and put it into action;
because "..the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control." (Galatians 5:22-23)

busybusybusy :(

AHHHHHHHH! so busy with the never-ending projects.
RAWR!! :O
Shan't rant too much about it.
I HOPE TO CLEAR MY THINGS ASAP!!
JIAYOU LIM JIA XIN!

note to self: SPEND MORE TIME on His Word! (you've been reminded!)

berry berries!!

yay! Finally gotten our berries ^^
it was such a berry long wait plus hassles.
but shant go into the lousy details..
the point is, boyfriend is happy and so am I ^^

Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things :)

So many ups and downs this year.
Kind of feeling weary :/
Lord, I pray for strength to get through everything.
For your guidance to lead me through it all with God-like patience, tolerance and love.
Amen.

My favourite bible verse (1 Corinthians 13:4-7):
"Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things."
Amen.

Cast your Burden upon the Lord and He shall sustain you :)

Words can hurt alot. Even if you don't mean it. Even if the person doesn't appear to take it to heart.
The subconscious impact of it still exist; somehow.
today, I chose to just follow what the Word says: "Cast your burden upon the LORD, and He shall sustain you; He shall never suffer the righteous to be moved."
I choose to forgive and to cast all my burdens onto the Lord, and He shall sustain me. Amen.

today, I also want to thank God for friends who are always there for me, encouraging me and lending a listening ear always.
and Thank God for Jeremy, who never fails to reassure me that I'm always well-loved and will always be.
Thank You, Lord.
Thank You Lord, for Your Unfailing Love:)

:(

:(
limjiaxin seriously don't feel ok.
she ain't supposed to be feeling this way.
but she seriously can't help it.
The more she tried holding it in, the more she tears..

YOU HAVE TO SNAP OUT OF IT, limjiaxin!

:(

I feel LOVESICK already :'(

幸福可以很简单。。。

幸福真的可以很简简单单的。
我今天就充满着幸福的感觉了！

Jerjer specially picked me up after class, despite still feeling alittle unwell.
THANK YOU, LOVE!
thanks for making the effort :)
I know you're trying really hard to not break your promise :)
I love you, dear!
but seriously, your health is much much more important to me! :)

Had Crystal Jade steamboat buffet for dinner.
then watched THE CRAZIES.
it's really a crazy show.
if you're in for a scare, you should watch!
HAHA!
*crosses my fingers and hopes to sleep w/o any nightmares*
:)
i just SO love to spend time with my boyfriend.
even if we're merely doing the same old stuff over and over again.
but what matters most, is the effort made to be together, I feel :))

JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI!
thank you for everything today.
You're the sweetest boyfriend! :))
> AMO A MI NOVIO!^^
*muacks*

it's gonna be a busybusyBUSY week -__-

I felt so freaking sleepy today.
the weather was sooooooo ideal for sleeping all day long;
yet, I had to go for my strategic management class.
SOBS.
and SIM is so screwed up today.
Had two consecutive false fire alarm evacuation within a timeframe of less than two hours.
Don't get me wrong; I'm all for fire drills.
but today wasn't just drills.
the stupid school made me HAPPY FOR NOTHING.
I was happily packing up and going to leave school to go off ler >.<
anyways, I realised one thing abt the students.
I think they don't understand ENGLISH.
like seriously.
The announcement said to leave the building by the nearest exit.
Guess what they did.
they left the lecture hall and stood around, waiting for further instructions.
SERIOUSLY! their exit was the door of the lecture hall.
I nearly died then and there -___-"

anyways. I watched Sorcerer's Apprentice on Sunday.
Quite an interesting show; it went beyond my expectations.
'Cause I was expecting it to be an imitation of Harry Potter.
I like Nicholas Cage's acting in the show.
awesome.
:)

Yikes! from tomorrow onwards, there're going to be endless meetings after meetings.
Goodness! I can't even find time to dye my hair! :/
*pouts*

OH! OH! on a random note,
Today I saw this Uncle whom I really and nearly wanted to stand up and salute him on the bus.
Let me first start off by describing him.
He should be in his sixties.
Doesn't look that strong; in fact, he was swaying quite abit when the bus was moving.
He, in fact looks as though he needed the seat.
Henceforth, this very nice girl in front of me asked him if he needed the seat.
He declined firmly.
WHICH IS SO NICE TO SEE!
Dont't get me wrong here.
I'm all for the giving up the seats thingy.
BUT! some elders just totally irked me at times.
they stare and glare at you like it's THEIR SEATS.
ok, I mean that's the idea of the giving up the seats thingy.
At times, I think the movement has spoilt some of the eldery.
Some would even demand for their seats.
MAN! it's totally humiliating!
WHERE"S YOUR SELF-RESPECT?!
do you really want to be viewed as a frail, weak old person who is rude and overbearing?
haha. I've indeed met some of such people.
And experienced ONCE before.
but that ONE experience when I didn't get up (I give up my seats all the time!), I was feeling very sick and was going to faint-type if I stand for too long.
YET! this guy came and POINTED TO ME that I should give up my seats to this YOUNG COUPLE with children in prams.
LIKE THEY NEEDED THE SEATS.
it's so ridiculous!
this is what the society has become; after all the things that the government is trying to do to cope with the ageing population and to take care of the people.
PEOPLE BECOME LAZY, OVERBEARING & UNREASONABLE.
and with such attitudes shown to the young people; WHO IS TO SAY THAT these young people won't grow old to become like that too?
yucks! what a horrible thought! :/

that's why I wanted to salute that uncle on the bus.
he totally earned my respect, not because he declined the seat.
But the fact that he refused to be viewed as a weak and frail person, despite his age and physique.
*salutes*

ok. this post is getting draggy ler.
Update again when I've the time. hahaha.

BLESSING's birth!

today is the birth of BLESSING LIM EN YU ! :)
she's my bf's niece.
SHE is so gorgeous!
Small, feminine, big eyes w long lashes, pouty perfect lips and she has DIMPLES!
:D
*I forgot to take photo :/ *

man. it's here again.

LORD, I need a BREAKTHROUGH in this area.
Help me, please.
thank you, Lord :)

. . . . . .

maybe, it's just ME.

BACK!

finally I'm back in Singapore.
Lol. was away just yesterday till today only.
HA!

Act of Faith was AWESOME!
despite having to run everywhere in my long skirt,
and bumping into things & in turn, incurring much bruises,
it's AWESOME!
the priesthood costumes turned out really AWESOME too!
PRAISE THE LORD!
the weather was quite gloomy, but during the whole process,
not one drop of rain touched the ground! :D
and Praise the Lord for showing us so many signs and wonders.
:) AWESOME! :D

and oh! I survived driving to the nearby shopping mall.
ok la. it's super near!
wahahaha..
and I finally watched DESPICABLE ME!
sooooooooooo cute la.
I want a minion for myself too!
^^

aft service, we went back home to bathe and take naps.
I barely slept; Got out at 130am for wanton mee and to buy snacks & drinks for the world cup match.
Match was not too bad la.
it was just SO drama la.
goodness. First time I watch a world cup match and I actually fell asleep.
but my eyes opened in time for the ONE & ONLY GOAL of the match.
WAHAHAHA. amazing!

and today was quite a tiring day cause I had to rush here and there.
MAN, I am so sleepy.
Am going to turn in early! :)

:D

:) I totally can't wait for tml!! ^^

EMO NEMO Thursday :/

it's a emo nemo thursday.
My Marketing Research class and Managing Change class clashed.
My MR lecturer was late for more than an hour.
My group forming wasn't fantastic :(
but wells. I just have to pray more about it :)
and alot of things..made me super emo nemo :/

let's hope and pray that tml will be a much better day :)

today was a simple day :)
FINALLY watched The Karate Kid w my beloved! :))
ok la. I know it's abit S.L.O.W.
but man, though it was super long,
I so love Jaden Smith!!
he's SOOOOOOOOOO cute!! ^^

and finally continued watching FlashForward.
me & bf have been delaying watching that show for a long time
but yay! finally have time to start clearing the dvds that we kept buying..
BAK KUT TEH for dinner. yumyum! ^^

and we went POPO's house to pray for her.
:)
but ARGH! my BF did the meanest thing on earth!
he ate durians (which I DONT PREFER) and then didn't wash his hands,
and held my hand during prayers.
and after which, only when we reached home, he asked me to smell my LEFT HAND.
and it reeks of durians! but at that point I didn't rmb how it got there.
until he finally revealed it to me hours later.
WA LAO!
very smelly & disgusting LO!!!
RAWR!

man. tml i've class. totally.. dont feel like attending LA! :(
but no choice, sigh.
byebye to bf days on wednesdays..
byebye to much freedom..
*pouts*

IN PAIN LAH!!

Had driving in the morning.
AWESOME DRIVE :)
then went to meet Jer's mummy and godsis to do shopping for sunday.
Arms are sooooooooo SORE after carrying Jer's nephew.
but I just couldn't help it.
he's SO adorable can! ^^
after which head back to JB.
slack around. and JUST BEFORE dinner time.
I stupidly dropped two porcelain plates vertically down onto my big toe joint.
and it's super swollen and painful :(
arrrrrrrgh!!

I need to be happy.
seriously.

ME!

Most of the time, I find myself starting conversations w my friends and most of it would be talking about my boyfriend.
there's nothing wrong about it, of course.
but I sometimes, feel pathetic.
'cause it just makes it seem that my entire life revolves around my bf and that my own life is too boring to even be mentioned.
ha..

and so, with some randomness, this entire post will be about ME!!! ^^
haha. I'm THAT bored.

ABOUT LJX:

1. LJX is going to have her THIRD/FOURTH driving test on the 15th of July. (see? I fail until I forgot how many times I've taken my practical test >.< goodness..)

2. LJX has been quite depressed by her present semester timetable; not because there are too many lessons or what, but solely because the timetable arrangement causes her to have VERY LITTLE time for her boyfriend. HA!

3. LJX seriously can't wait to graduate. But she hasn't really figure what she wants to do after graduation.

4. LJX secretly wants to get married before she turns 25.

5. LJX wants to set up her own business. but it's not fixed yet. cause she can't decide on which business she is more interested in.

6. LJX would love a yellow volkswagen beetle as her first car. (if only I can actually afford it :/)

7. LJX has thought about serving God full-time.

8. LJX actually enjoys studying and especially exams. HAHAHAHA!

9. LJX don't prefer durians.

10. LJX wants to get a cute puppy.

11. LJX has had the crazy tot of having 12 children after studying about the Gilbreths.

12. but being realistic, and taking into account that LJX wants to go FULL DIVINE, she has secretly decided to have at least three/four.

13. LJX secretly hopes she can give birth to twins. HAHAHA!!

14. LJX loves shopping without restrain.

15. LJX wants to go on a overseas holiday badly.

ok. my eyes are super tired.
and i think I have crapped quite abit.

MAN! i can't wait for SUNDAY service!
we're doing a prophetic act which is going to be SO AWESOME!
totally can't wait!
*excited!*

randomness..

School's officially re-opened for me.
Thank God that I really got to enjoy myself to the max right before school starts.
:)

Yesterday, Watched Knight & Day and The Legend is Born with Jer.
not bad not bad. but not really THAT highly recommended ba.
Today's engagement lunch was ooooookay, i guess.
I was SO SO SO full :(
and yay! today, me n jer started on "How I met Your Mother".
it's sooooooo lame and funny!
:D

yayness! church tml!! ^^

*pouts* school is starting like NEXT WEEK :/
and I dont think i have really enjoyed my holidays to the max YET :(

can't wait to see my girls tml!
we have SO MUCH to catch up on!! ^^

it's two days from now.
goodness. so fast.
I thank God for His timely prompt and for revealing things to me.
I no longer feel so affected by you-know-what ler :))
Lord, pleasepleasepleasepleasePLEASE let me pass.
I hope to be able to give my testimony on Sunday!! :))

YAY! exams are all over :D

but I didn't get that awesome relieved feeling ysd.
I merely felt like I was being "showered" with buckets of cold water :/
the best thing about ysd, not only have my exams ended, I ate the nicest sesame icecream!!
Quite expensive tho, for a single scoop. :)
thanks to Jer's daddy who treated us to yummie-licious jap food.
at the very least, the sesame icecream cheered me up.
and oh! yvonne's understanding made me feel comforted too :)

anyway!! I've got the best-est birthday gift already!
a postcard from HK with lots of love! :)
THANK YOU FLORENCE SIEW YU MIN!^^
:DD am really happy and touched! :))
thank you, my dear.

AWESOME!

AWESOME! I had an amazing day!! :))
Will update shortly on my entire week! :DD

Updates! + random discoveries & thoughts

1. IRONMAN2 IS AWESOME!!
I simply can't find a better way to put it! :D
AWESOME!
the movie is so miraculously AWESOME that it drove away my unhappiness for the day!
AWESOME!
and what's more AWESOME, is that I've got my AWESOME boyfriend for company!
^^ so happy!!

2. I learnt my lesson today: NEVER to help people who will NEVER appreciate it.
like seriously, if you weren't related to my beloved.
DO YOU SERIOUSLY THINK I WOULD GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU!!
and to think, I've always try to give you CHANCE after CHANCE.
but man, today, JUST TODAY.
you've successfully made me lose ALL my respect for you.
because, today, you pointed your filthy finger at me and my beloved.
YOU ONLY HAVE YOURSELF TO BLAME.
goodbye to YOU.
cause you'll NEVER get any of my help again.
I learnt it the HARD WAY. just too bad for me.

3. IpMan2 was not too bad!! :))
more action than the previous :)
also a must-watch!! ^^
but if you're tight on budget, do INVEST on IRONMAN2!! :DD

4. Received the revelation that Marriage must be built upon a true foundation of love and trust.
and I'll do my best to ensure that I settle down with someone who truly loves me!! :DD
and oh people, I ain't in a hurry to get married ler!! :D
My life is simply AWESOME now.

5. Today, I finally got SHOCKED by reality!! >.<
Exams is just less than THREE DAYS away.
OH MY!
I feel so motivated NOW.
exciting!!!!^^

6. Driving test is COMING SOON too.
exciting.
I just pray and hope that I won't get THAT awful feeling of nervousness when I go for my test.
Please stay away from me, YOU AWFUL NERVOUSNESS!!
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! >.<

OK. that's about it.
I SO must get back to mugging.
but to end off, IRONMAN2 is simply AWESOME!! ^^
I'm SO going to watch it a SECOND, THIRD & FOURTH time.
hehs. if I can afford the time, that is. :))

Am just home from mugging @ macs.
tiring man!! :/

random things that I have been through/feel/done for the past two weeks.

`shopped on a tight budget with Jer!! ^^ (it was so SO so fun can!)
`gotten more involved with church :)
`started mugging for the scary exams. HEHS.
`felt super angry over work issues; ALMOST exploded >.<
`missed buffets with my unifriends :(
`fallen in love all over again! ^^

whee. Sunday's coming. CAN'T WAIT!! :DD

:(

:( hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..
I feel disappointed.
Greatly disappointed.
I feel awful :(
Ask me to define Disappointment.
I would say,
Disappointment is a thing that eats you up from the inside,
until you no longer have real feelings anymore.
:(

jiayou, limjiaxin:)

putting all the emo-ness aside.
limjiaxin, you really need to work on your project.
:(

hates being down with a high fever.
So drowsy, so heavy-headed, but can't sleep.
I NEED SLEEP. couldn't even fall asleep for the whole night :'(
sad.

there're people who are always making sacrifices.
and there'll always be people who are unwilling to.

there're people who are hopeless romantics.
and there'll be always be people who can't seem to understand that even a simple gesture could make a BIG difference.

there're people who are always trying so hard.
and there'll always be people who can't be bothered no matter what.

there're people who choose to love with all their heart.
and there'll always be people who don't cherish such people.

if it's all about opposites attract.
perhaps, one day, the other group of people should open up their eyes and see what they already have.

this is just a random entry. dont have to think too much into it.

grey clouds, rainy weather, gloomy me :/

I know I haven't been updating my blog diligently.
The third month of this year is coming to an end soon.
Alot has happened and passed.
And more has been happening even since I committed myself to a forty-days fast.
though at times I get discouraged, demoralised and even my very loved one is being used by the enemy to attack me;
but limjiaxin will make it through.
she is determined to hold on tight and make it through.
jiayou, limjiaxin.

like a very deflated balloon :(
man, the feeling sucks :(

thank you, Lord.
For the timely prompt:))

Lord, I surrender everything to You and pray that You'll guide me and us through it all.
I have faith that all will work out just fine :)

ps: starting from tml...

SHOPPING is so liberating!! :D
Bought two items today.
But I'm truly and perfectly satisfied with my loots! :)
1. One pair of flats from Mimosa - $19.90
2. One skirt by Arthur Yen - discounted from $69.90 to $29.90.

AM so so SOOOOOOO happy :))

to a good friend whom I just spoke to, not long ago: JIAYOU! :)

to limjiaxin: JIAYOU too!

So long since i last updated.
Been really busy :(

Here's what I've done for the past week:

1. Have CNY reunion dinner with Jer's family and extended family at a nice restaurant. Ate until super FULL can.

2. Rushed out two assignments. SO tiring. (Must start on my SO assignment and the rest, so I don't have to rush.

3. Went to eat Macs with Jer sneakily before dinner time, 'cause we didnt want to spoil our appetite :)

4. Ordered Macs for dinner one day.
Ordered super alot.
and watch LIE TO ME.
happy!:)

5. Sat in for my first interview :)

6. Went eat at El Migos.
totally loved what I ordered.
Seafood Aglio olio.
it's fabulous!!:)

7. Ate CNY reunion dinner with Jer's family.
SO FULL!! and the food was great.
the company was even BETTER :))

8. Wanted to start on an exercise regime with Jer. but that day had too many things to do. Ended up delaying it :'(

I think that's about it :)

I'm going to miss my boyfriend :( *sobs*

happy CNY in advance to all! :)

SIGH :/

A reminder to self:
limjiaxin, you NEED to pray more.
limjiaxin, you NEED to let the Lord take the wheel.
limjiaxin, you NEED to have MORE faith.

:) I had a great service.
Lord, I pray that you'll take the wheel and lead me :)

So many things happened over the past week.
I'm still feeling a little tired.
and perhaps, still a little depressed.
but I thank God for He has worked miracles in my life to keep me safe and gave me the strength to go through all that I had to go through :)

Just had an extremely fun time with my two great uni friends.
Wanted to go sing song, but ended up with our booking cancelled.
and so, we ended up yum cha-ing for hours until the starbucks people were closing up.
I really enjoyed such sessions.
relaxing but fun :)

tml's a long day.
tuition and then singsong with eileen.
never tried that before; but i'm sure I'll have fun :D

why TOLERANCE of all the things, Lord? :/

YEAR 2010

it's YEAR 2010 now.
and this is my seven hundredth post :)

Typically, there's the "what I want to achieve by the end of Year 2010" List.
and so, TADA!

WHAT LIM JIAXIN hopes to achieve by the end of YEAR2010!

1. Be a more mature Christian!
2. Obtain better academic grades!
3. Learn & master the basics of the Piano!(Bf'll have to vomit alot of blood!)
4. Be able to play the guitar!
5. Be happy everyday!(if not, most of the year!)
6. Get Married!(I WISH! haha. this's always been on my list every year!LOL!)
7. Lose weight!(Of at least 5kg!)
8. Be healthier & fitter!(yeah yeah. I know I've to exercise!)
9. Go on a trip with Boyfriend!(this is a must-fulfill!)
10. Get a laptop!(must save up LO!)

ok. I think that's it for the list.

Hmm. the new year has been so far so good.
Just been having lots of weird stuffs happening.
Just hoping that all of it will just go away, and leave everyone in peace.
:)

(sometimes, I feel so minute. As if I'm of negligible significance in your life. I thought I was supposed to be real special. but somehow, I feel no difference from all those other girls in your life. No difference at all. Maybe, just maybe, I'm not meant to be the One.)

Year 2009 Review

Since I'm rotting at home, and seeing that there's still approximately 1h30mins to the NEW YEAR.
I shall do a review of Year 2009 :)

In the Year 2009, I have:

* successfully cleared my much-dreaded accounting module!:)
* achieved better grades than the previous year!:)
* gone on a short but happy holiday with my most beloved boyfriend!:)
* survived my crazy schedule of juggling btw school, bf & tuitions!:)
* successfully organised(or co-organised)all the 21st Birthdays of the PRFs!:)
* organised a national-day steamboat!:)
* successfully organised the very crazy & fun & colourful gathering!:)
* celebrated my fourth year anniversary with Jer!:)
* learnt driving a manual car!:)
* failed to get my driving license!:(
* survived a shopping trip to JB w Meifeng & QiaoYun!:)
* fell in love with CHINCHOW w MILK!:)
* attended my closest cousin sister's gorgeous wedding!:)
* felt a even stronger desire to get married SOON ever since!:)
* learnt to not expect too much of people!:)
* lost my voice during my birthday period AGAIN!:(
* survived the hectic second semester of projects!:)
* watched tonnes of good movies with my boyfriend!:)
* watched stupid movies such as THE BOX, THE TREASURE HUNTER, INDIANA JONES!:(
* gone to COMEX with my boyfriend and enjoyed myself SO MUCH!:)
* gone for SUKISUSHI buffets with friends & boyfriend!MUSSELS MENTAI!:)
* made many trips to ICHIBAN restaurant with Jer!:)
* attended and helped out at Jesus Heals 2009!:)
* attended my sister's MEET-THE-PARENTS session with my boyfriend!:)
* received 21 lovely red roses from Boyfriend on my 21st birthday!:)
* been truly surprised by Boyfriend's appearance on my 21st birthday!:)
* rebonded my hair!:)
* spent her last day of Year 2009 all alone! :(
* felt truly loved by her boyfriend & her friends!:)

I guess, that's more or less it.
:D Happy New Year in advance, people!:)

Last Day of Year 2009

Today is the last day of the year 2009.
Just decided to end this year on a nice note with this post :)

Didn't get to do much this year.
Wanted to do something special.
But ended up staying home for the entire day.
Sigh.
Ah wells.
Here's my list of "thanksgiving" or rather, things/people I'm thankful for :)

I thank God for my family; though many a time, I grumble and whine about them.
but I'm thankful that they are always there.
and I do know that whatever they do, their intention is good and simply just wanting the best for me :)

I thank God for my boyfriend;
Having him in my life, really means the world to me.
I'm thankful for the things he does and the effort he puts in, in order just to make me smile or simply to keep me happy.
I love you, dear.

I thank God for PRF; the bubbly girls who promise to be there for me.
Our outings and gatherings always give me something to look forward (though organising is really troublesome :p).
Nonetheless, I'm thankful for them.
Be good girls wherever you are, alrights?
the next outing will be set when the two members return!
:DD

I thank God for my uni friends;
Entering into a new university, I'm glad and thankful that I've met some really good people.
thank you for being such great and fun company :)

Okay lah. Feel so long-winded :(
This year, my countdown will be spent staring at my computer screen on FACEBOOK! :)
how exciting. >.<

Came by the following and was sharing it with my gorgeous Peiling.
and decided to just blog it :)
Source: MSN.com

Best Marriage Proposal 2009 by MSN.com

You Ought to Be in Pictures
The one thing my boyfriend, Josh, and I don't have in common is movies -- I love them, but he could care less. But for our third anniversary, Josh offered to take me to see one. When we walked into the theater, it was already dark, so we grabbed a seat near the front. Suddenly, a picture of us came up on the screen -- Josh had made a movie about us! He and some of our friends acted out scenes from our relationship, and as the movie ended, I turned and Josh was kneeling on the floor. He opened a box with a ring pop inside just as the words "WILL YOU MARRY ME?" flashed on the screen. Then the lights turned on and everyone yelled, "Surprise!" Both of our families and our closest friends were in the theater watching the whole time!

A Fish Tale
My boyfriend and I flew to Seattle and visited Pike Place Market, famous for its fishmongers who throw fish. One of the fishmongers asked me if I wanted to catch a fish. I was nervous that I'd drop it, but I caught the fish and held it above my head to the applause of onlookers -- and then someone shouted that there was something in the fish's mouth. I discovered a plastic bag, tore it open, and found a small box inside. I turned around to find my boyfriend down on one knee!

Love Note, Redux
My fiance and I started dating our senior year of high school. He was shy, so he wrote me a note and left it on my desk -- it was super-dorky and asked if I wanted to "go out with him, be together, or whatever." Then he wrote, "Sorry about the note. I really like you. Jim." Now we're both teachers, and when I got back to my apartment one day after school, there was an envelope taped to my door. As I began to read the note, I realized I'd read it somewhere before. He had rewritten that original note, but changed it to "Will you marry me, be together forever, or whatever. Sorry about the note. I really love you. Jim." He was waiting in my room to propose.

An Offer She Couldn't Refuse
My boyfriend, Mike, and I were at my cousin's apartment, hanging out with her and her husband and their baby, Ryan. Mike is Ryan's godfather. We were all in the living room playing with the baby, and my cousin asked us to change him into his pajamas. So I unsnapped his onesie and went to pull it off over his head, and I realized he had on another one underneath. That onesie had writing on it: "AUNT GG, WILL YOU MARRY MY GODFATHER?" I read it, and then I looked next to me, and there was Mike down on one knee with the ring! And, of course, I said yes!

An Unforgettable View
My boyfriend, Rob, is a pilot, and we often take trips in a Cessna airplane. One night, Rob told me he had rented a plane for the next morning for what I thought would just be a typical flight. After we were in the air for about five minutes, he switched radio frequencies. This wasn't a normal procedure, so I was thinking, Oh gosh, what's wrong? Then Rob asked me, "What's that down there?" I looked down to the ground below us, and written on a football field were the words "Will You Marry Me, Delilah?" Of course I said yes, and the news of our engagement was broadcast for all to hear on radio frequency 123.45.

Love in Any Language
One day, at the hospital where I work, a fellow nurse walked into the OR and handed me a card. One side of the card said, "Chinese," and the back had something written in Chinese. A moment later, another nurse came in and handed me another card. On one side it said, "German," and the other side said something in German. This continued for 45 minutes, with cards coming in all different languages. I didn't know what to think until one of my patients complained of stomach pain, and I lifted up her blanket to find a card that said, "French," which is a language I read well -- I realized that all of the cards said, "Will you marry me?" I opened the door to the recovery room and found my fiance holding the final card. One side said, "English," and when I flipped it over, it said, "Will you marry me?"

Well-Played Proposal
For my birthday, Dell surprised me with a weekend at this beautiful, secluded house. That night after dinner, we decided to play Monopoly. On one of my first rolls, I landed on "Chance." When I pulled the card, it said my name and I was so confused. Dell had designed the card and had written a letter to me! At the end of the card, it said, "If you'll look my way, there is one thing I want to ask..." And when I turned to look at Dell, he was on his knee and holding the ring.

Rules of Engagement
My boyfriend, Nate, had been deployed in Afghanistan for a year, so for my birthday, Nate's friends threw me a party so I wouldn't be alone. The last present I opened was a card that told me to check my closet upstairs. In the closet, I found a DVD with a note that said, "Watch immediately." It was a video of Nate in Afghanistan, holding a sign that said to go to the first place we met. We all drove over to the school where Nate and I had been kindergarten classmates, and then I saw a soldier on the playground. Before I could process what was happening, I realized it was Nate, who had somehow managed to come home. I started bawling on his shoulder, and then he got on his knee and pulled out a ring that was custom-made for me in Afghanistan.

A Walk to Remember
Daniel and I met when we both decided to hike the Appalachian Trail. We met only a few days into our separate hikes and developed a wonderful friendship as we walked across the country together. Six-and-a-half months later, we reached the summit of Mount Katahdin at the end of the trail, and one year after that, Daniel took me back to the trail for a picnic. After we ate, Daniel helped me to my feet and then dropped to one knee. He said if we could walk 2,000 miles together through rain, snow, stress fractures, lightning, bugs, and creepy townies, then there is no doubt that we could take on anything else that life has to offer, and he couldn't imagine any adventure he would want to embark on without me by his side.

Sweet, isn't it? :)

Last day of November ler..
In November, I think the best thing that happened for me,
was being able to take a short but memorable trip with my JER.
(Photos up on FaceBook)
and this month marks our 3 years & 11 months!
Just another month to go! ^^ WHEE...

it just felt like yesterday that I took photos w JER on the last day of YEAR2008.
and now, 2009 is coming to an end too.
let's hurry up go create more memories for this year before it flies by!! :DD

PS: BF I LOVE YOU MOST! ^^

it's TOMORROW!
woohoo. i need to sleep soon >.<

wells. I'm back from my vacation.
Will update about it soon.
right now, I just feel so shitty.
and my driving practical is in seven days' time.
not that it matters anymore.
sigh.

I was reminded of that hurt, that pain.
urgh. it sucks.
why did i have to be reminded of it?
I'm thinking...
Perhaps, God meant for it to happen so that I realise that I haven't really let go of that hurt in me yet.
MAN!!!!!!!! :(

有一种爱叫做放手.

I actually feel kind of better today ler.
Yesterday night was horrible.
and I'm very thankful for Yvonne's phonecall and her time spent listening to me.
Thank you ah bon :))

I feel tired.
one last paper to go.
jiayou, limjiaxin.

this is what i did today.

1. Had to walk a far distance because a bus broke down and jammed up the lanes.
2. Counted coins in the shop.
3. Ate bak kut teh (not my fav shop one).
4. Played games at boardgame cafe.
5. Rebonded my hair and dyed it (from 4.30pm to 9.30pm).
6. Came home on an empty stomach.
7. Going to sleep on an empty stomach and sad mood.

it was a yes-no question.
but sigh.
never mind.
so many things to study.
but having stupid headache.
SO SIAN la.. >.<
where did my motivation and momentum go!! :(

I just want to be me.

I'm trying to learn something.
but somehow, because it has associated with something else, I don't feel like it anymore.
I'm possessive, I know.
sigh.

where ignorance is always bliss, one should not let her curiosity get the better of her.
and end up like me.
Feeling really terrible.
I feel heartbroken right now.
it's hurting me.
:(

hello world.
hello stranger.
sighh.

16 september 2009.
it's the first time that I felt so traumatised in my whole life.
and I thank God for keeping you safe.
really. please promise not to get me so traumatised again.
I love you :)

today was a great day.
I went to COMEX w my most beloved boyfriend.
RAWR! the carparks were all full.
had to wait quite long to get a lot.
and thank God that we only took around fifteen to wait for one :D
then walked around.
SO MANY THINGS THAT WE WANTED TO BUY.
then boyfriend was busy enacting the scene from SHOPAHOLIC: "Do I really NEED this?"
So Cute!! :D

So we walked everywhere and were so tired.
SO happy for Boyfriend!
he bought a new external hard drive and antivirus!
whee.

OH! we were heading for the food area near the Fountain of Wealth.
when I stopped to look at something of a small restaurant.
and boyfriend couldn't resist the temptation anymore and so we settled for it.
hehs.
it's SKINNY PIZZA @ suntec city.
the food was fabulous!
okay not very great.
but savoury :)
we really ate a WHOLE COW i think.
haha.
and boyfriend wasted money on some UNIQUE thing.
:p
then we headed back to wdls, wanting to watch movies.
but cldn't get tix.
and being a glutton, despite being so FULL, I forced BF to eat topless five @ Swensens with me :D
WAHAHHAHA :D
I AM SO HAPPY TODAY :D

RAWR!

headache.
stressed.
unwell.
unhappy :(

happy day :)

today is a happy day!
I went over to Malaysia.
:) so happy to be back in a place where the food is yummielicious and cheap.
where kbox-ing is so fun and cheap.
where life just seems so relaxing;
hehs. maybe its my mentality ba.
I always feel more relaxed in msia; probably I lead a more hectic life here bahs.

Went in the morning.
Waited for Jeremy to take his own sweet time to fetch me.
then we wanted to eat kway chap one.
but never open.
and so, we went for our favourite bak kut teh with the "STANDARD ORDER"; and my boyfriend finished three cups of barley drinks inclusive of MINE :P

Went home to see BOBBY!
man.. he's still so cute.
and oh! and my boyfriend's nephew is so ADORABLE!! :))
Boyfriend watched some show on discovery channel while i read my book.
then after which, I was watching FRINGE and he was busy playing MAFIA WARS AGAIN!!
then, he had some meeting w his brother which i found to be REAL BORING and i went to read my book again.
HEHS.
waited for them for damn long.
then we finally got to go SING SONG!
wheeeee. my boyfriend sang until now got sore throat :P
but it was so enjoyable! :))
then we went for dinner with his family!
Great fun too :)
but time really flew past DAMN FAST la.
and now, I'm home sweet home le.
Wished I could have spent EVEN more time there :/

I just finished a great book today.
it was so ROMANTIC can!! :D
two fabulously sweet proposals :)
hmm. okay, it's late.
I'm turning in lers.
oh! before i go!
just wana wish my best friend:
HAPPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ESTHER TOH LUI JUE!!! ^^
ps: i still remember how to spell your chinese name in hanyupinyin. amazing!

YAY! yesterday went watch YEAR ONE & District 9 w boyfriend.
was really tired but the company was great! :))
then went to eat ichiban and we managed to keep the bill within fifty bucks for the FIRST TIME! :D
LOLS.

it's exactly two months from now.
yay! R-O-A-D-T-R-I-P!!! :DD

its O-V-E-R !!!!!!!!
for now. haha.
whee. Boyfriend is coming over to celebrate with me! :)
yay! it's been such a long time since i last watched a movie w him!!!!!!!!!!!
:'( and such a long time since i last saw him :(
but it's gg to be fun FUN FUN!

two down. one last to go.
and one last day to chiong finish.
I feel so unmotivated to even start doing.
it's such a stupid assignment.
all about stating. B-O-R-I-N-G

BOYFRIEND! come back soon, please! :(

happy 44th monthsery!

sobs. don't get to spend it w my boyfriend!
sad.

however, I'm quite happy today.
cause I've submitted my LM essay and got only 2% :D
and it's nice to know that BOYFRIEND rmbs! :))
so touched ^^

NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gona change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gona change my love for you
You oughta know by now much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there(for you)if yu should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gona change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gona change my love for you
You oughta know by now much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
Nothing's gona change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

thanks for enlightening me.
Thanks for making me realise "Cost and Worth are two very different things".
thank you :))

low on everything.
seriously not feeling well.
totally sian :'(

:)

thanks for simply being by my side today :)
thank you, dear boyfriend :)

The Hangover was great; PERFECT! :)
FOP with you.
I like the message today. Real good.
thanks for attending with me.

thank you, my dear.
I love you :)

I look forward to one thing everyday :)
it's my only motivation :))

:))

:)

Things to be happy about :)

1. I survived my first day on the road!
it came as a total surprise;
haha. No more driving in circles in the bus bay ler!! :)
whee :)
and I did ok, I think :))

2. I bought a new fluffy soft but firm pillow.
whee!! ^^

3. SCH's starting TML!!
whee. I'm so glad to be going back to sch!! :)
Can't wait! :))

okay. that's about it.
Don't want to be a grouchy girl anymore; it's destroying my health.
:) i want a bright yellow flower too! :)

With a glimpse of hope, comes some little expectations,
and with all that, comes great disappointment if you're not careful enough.
:(

I'm NOT so grouchy today.
:)
Tiring day.
Perhaps, today, I'll be able to just drop into sleep w/o much trouble.
I need my rest badly :(

Was just browsing through my own blog.
Just realised I haven't been happy in weeks.
I know alot of people are worried about me.
But I'm fine, really.
thanks :)

Issues are left unresolved.
No communication attempted.
Oh wells.
I'll wait.
Maybe a few more days and I'll make my decision.

PS: HEY YOU! thanks for the sweet chocolates.
I'm feeling much better w the chocolates! :))
it's true that chocolates make you happy.
at least, I know someone bothers :))
thanks.

another boring day at home.
*yawns* not feeling too well.
Been not resting well enough.
Just called the people to cancel my booking and reservations for today.
So freaking paiseh; 'cause it took them quite alot of trouble to get me what I wanted.
and now. great. sighh.

Finally found the song that I want lers.
Kind of happy about that :)
man. I need a big box of chocolates to tide me through this!! :(

this song speaks it all.

范玮琪 - 是非题
每段故事都有一篇剧情
每段爱情都像动人旋律
一颗真心却只向着你前进
也许爱 越单纯越着迷

你是窗外另外一片风景
在你眼里我是什么关系
你的呼吸藏在我的爱情里
何时能诚实面对自己
那一句我爱你
我们从不开口那个言语
永远像少了勇气
别人都说
我和你之间的关系
没有人相信只有关心

我们从不正视那个问题
那一些是非题
总让人伤透脑筋

我会期待
爱情盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的爱情

issues must be resolved. :)

you made me realise:
1. whatever I say, is bullshit.
2. whatever I need or want you to do for me, you do for others only.

ha. the irony of it all.

Humans are hard nuts to crack.
When everything goes well in life,
very seldom, people think about properly cherishing someone, or even showing their appreciation of having someone in their life.
More often than not, people say they are too preoccupied with other things in life, thus they forget to do so.
How sad, right?
:'(

So, people, remember to show your love for the people who have been standing by you and caring for you.
Tell them that you cherish them. :)

i wish i wasn't feeling insecure :(

I hate this feeling.
This feeling sucks.
Why do I even have this feeling?
rawr.
I don't want to feel this way.
SHOO!

:(

:(
Life goes on, I guess.
The good thing that has ever been happening for me recently is that my faith has been growing stronger.
:)

Cooked dinner just now.
Accidentally landed a deep cut on my finger.
Painful. but not as painful as the hurt I received from your words.
I guess I need a long time to recover this time.

Lesson Learnt today : I possess all the flaws that I'd hated myself to have.
GREAT. sigh.
:'(

today's a FUN day.
Me and BF went to watch Monsters vs Aliens.
it's a great show!!
we ran into his gd fren and his gf in the cinema!
Such a coincidence.
wahaha.
then we went shopping w them.
Helped to choose a gorgeous diamond ring.
and of course, it was the more expensive one la.
My taste never fails me.
(not that I'm THAT materialistic; but somehow, the prettier things that appeal to me, tend to cost more :p)

after which, we went to eat KU GUA TANG (OUR FAVOURITE!!!!!!!!! ^^)
it's so yum yum, can!
I wanna go again soon, JEREMY! :D
then went work.
after work, we ate yumyum green tea icecream again (OUR OBSESSION! :D)
then we went home rested awhile.
then BOYFRIEND gave me my second lesson of driving.
I know he was trying his best not to lose his patience with me.
ha!
but I know how to turn round and round and ROUND ler!! :)
yay!
but I'm a potential road HOGGER.
:P
but yups, I had fun.
then went home watch teevee, ate instant spag.
the BF taught me the basics of piano; cause I really wanna learn properly :))
MR JEREMY LIM is a great teacher :))
and I love him lots! ^^

okay. tml's my first lesson w my instructor.
hope I'll do ok.
gg sleep.
nights :D

I'm feeling like shit right now.
rawr!
really need to scream it all out.
:((
now, I know why I was having the weird moody feelings.